The Awkward Disordered

Hi, Welcome to my blog! So Im Tilly, bulimia, BED, may be triggering! im always here if u wana chat




I didn’t get any cake yesterday cause apparently my dad was still working on it.

He brought it to school today and I’m just-




is all of that


frickin sugar?


holy jesus 

wtf i think your dad just defied the law of physics and pastries

Is ur dad cake boss

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"Do you wish you could have been a good anorexic? Because a lot of girls have been much better anorexics than you. I would introduce you to them but they are all dead."

My therapist as she knocked some sense into me. (via freefromthesechains)

tough love at it’s finest

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(Source: freefrommychains, via beat-the-aname)


Loving my blood red lips

30 day self harm challenge:
Do you consider yourself addicted? Why or why not?

Yes I am addicted to self harm, I struggle to live without it, and I no it is bad for me thats why I am trying to stop, its like a habit, I need to stop it. I think that mabe I am addicted to self destruction, to distance myself from others, for example I cnt get into a relationship because I am cutting so much, there wud js b too many questions

18. April 2014


Just ask yourself:

'Will this matter in 5 years?'

No, eating that piece of cake won’t make you suddenly become obese for the rest of your life.

No, not exercising today won’t suddenly make you an unfit slob 

But taking that step to say fight your ED will probably make you stronger each time so you can be free of this illness in 5 years.

(via beat-the-aname)


stop hating on girls who wanna kiss people in museums or aquariums or art galleries stop hating on girls who want things that might be cliche stop hating on girls who want boys to treat them like they’re magic i will protect all girls with my life and just because they care about things that you don’t doesn’t give you the right to belittle them ok i will fight u

Yes! I’m amazed that people take the mick out of others for stuff like this?!

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